my inner animal came clear to me when i began consuming almost exlusivly carrots, salt and wheat that remebles hay. it was gradual, but now it consumes me as i consume it. i also keep a good clip when i move through spaces.
by definition you could say thata pony is any of several different horse breeds with a specific conformation and temperament. By definition, ponies measure less or equal to 14.2 hands high (hh) at the withers, where one hand is equal to approximately four inches. However, the term "pony" can be used in general (or affectionately) for any small horse, regardless of its actual measurements or breed.
Compared to horses, ponies often exhibit thicker manes, tails and overall coat, as well as proportionally shorter legs, wider barrels, heavy bone, thick necks, and short heads with broad foreheads.
For showing purposes, ponies are further grouped into small, medium, and large sizes. Small ponies are 12.2 hh and under, medium ponies are over 12.2 but no taller than 13.2 hh (1.27 to 1.37 m), and large ponies are over 13.2 hh but no taller than 14.2 hh (1.37 to 1.47 m).
There are several wild breeds of pony, and these have often been captured and bred for various purposes, especially in Britain and Ireland. These wild breeds along with domestic breeds were used as "pit ponies" hauling loads of coal up from the mines, for freight transport, as children's mounts and for entertainment, and later as competitors and performers in their own right. They are also ridden by adults, as ponies are usually very strong.
Ponies are sometimes said to be stubborn, contemptuous, or devious. The situation may result from individual ponies' lack of proper training. Ponies trained by children, rather than by experienced horse trainers, usually turn out to be spoiled because children typically lack the skill to correct bad habits. Properly trained ponies can be appropriate mounts for children who are learning to ride. However, it is often accepted that ponies tend to be more difficult to handle than many horse breeds, despite their small size.
i've always struggled with my surroundings, never quiet feel comfortable. a little uneasy. but the more i think about it, i think it was realy cause i've just been trying to interact in a way that is against my nature. you wouldn't expect a fish to be able to thrive in the hot desert sands. well then how could you really expect me to walk amungst man kind feeling satisfied. i was just going through the motions. nothing ment anything to me.
slowly i have been able to accept that my only appitie is for salt, carrots, and bails of wheat. i thought that if i ate only what i crave that i would become malnurioushed and fade away. although quiet the opposite has happended. my eyes have never been better, and i've never felt so strong. so able bodied.
i have not experienced love. and i don't think i will until i am closer to me. i haven't made love, i only make fuck. i just don't know how to be in love i guess. its just a foreign concept to me. and i don't wanna be like this, chasing after ladies just to get off. i want to fall in love, experience it. understand the true tranformative nature that love posseses.
so i have started weekly exercises on top of my daily biking. i think these will really help connect my inner self. so every monday i have been taking a pilates class and swimming. the pilates is strenghting my core muscles, giving me a much leaner frame, i think once i'm ready to start galloping this will really really help... and the swimming, well thats purely in hopes that a strapping young shark will join me. everytime i submerge my head i look around in hopes a gleam of pointy bloody white teeth will shine my way. so far no luck, but its only week two, so we will see....
recently i ran with a wolf. i'm stuffing my wounds with brances and bees. its okay, i mean i knew he was no good for me and ultimatly he couldn't last for long in my life. back to the ocean side for me.
saw the wolf with a new one, hyperventalated on the side of the road for a little while. i didn't even like him that much. just those blue eyes. i mean he was in and out of my life so quick, its almost nauseating.
